I have decided to blog again. But this time round, I decided to blog to get things off my chest.
I have always been a worrier since young. I tend to think very deep and hard into every decision that I make. Recently, a whale of things have been bothering me tremendously and being a worrier by nature, the effects on me have been magnified. I feel very lousy of myself that there is so little that I can do to help. I know I should not be a dampener, but I cannot help but worry. Many “what ifs” keep floating through my mind. I can sense the excitment but I cannot reconcile excitement with practicality. I fear that all these decisions are made in a haste and will end up becoming a great burden in the near future.
Tonight, I have decided to come to terms with myself that I should put a stop to all these. Stop worrying and just pray everything will go well. I can only try to give my support and hope for the best. And tonight, I will strive to sleep well. Good night, world.
*** I really hope period of time will pass by quickly. I hate growing up…
